𓋹 Rose's Blog 𓋹
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This is my blog, where ill be hosting lots of art and blogs and music i like, as well as looks sometimes.
My Interests:
My feelings
I'll be updating this maybe everyday or every other day, but heres how i feel. I feel like music is such an incredibly beautiful thing that makes us distinctly human in a way; a lot of other species have mechanisms inside of them inherently made for the function of music, but we had to make instruments and all this because we just wanted to produce the sound we wanted to hear so badly and make it real. its part of the reason why i love music so much, besides the fact i genuinely fundementally cant live without it, or i genuinely get really depressive.
General
I love being surrounded by nature, and i love being outside. My favorite thing in the world to do, besides draw, is probably listening to music while being outside in nature. I also love making music, even if im not great at it, and i really enjoy learning how to be better as a musician. i play the ocarina, kalimba, electric guitar, and keyboard, but as my main instrument (and instrument i've been playing longestg, i play the cello. i enjoy going to senior homes to perform for them; i really enjoy doing things to try and uplift others. It might sound corny, but it really costs nothing to be kind. i also am deeply enthused by birds, so ornithology, and i have a special interest in bird wings and how they function. i also have a special interest in researching all musicians/bands i really love, and i really love finding new music, especially in the goth scene. On a similar tangent, i enjoy doing trad goth makeup and dressing up to match, as i feel beautiful and truly myself when i'm all dressed up. i just wish i had anywhere to wear it...
Music
I LOVE music. my favorite bands and musicians are Type O Negative (obviously,) Enigma, Smashing pumpkins, pantera, pierce the Veil, Modest Mouse, Toy-Box, KMFDM, Sting, Insane Clown posse, Neutral Milk Hotel, Alex G, Bluescreen, caelum bliss, Linkin park, Green Day, 100 Gecs, Gorillaz, The Fray, Sweet Trip, Boa, Lady Gaga, Mindless Self Indulgence, Weezer, Machine girl, Ween, the RAH Band, Beck, Abandoned pools, and thats all i can recall for now. My fav songs right now: Work by Forth Wanderers, Glamazon from Rupaul's Drag Race, September Sun by Type O Negative, You Are My Baby by Kimya Dawson, Nitemare Hippy Girl by Beck, Flourescein and Clone High (theme) by Abandonded pools, Caraphenilia by pierce the Veil, Mad about you and Moon Over Bourbon Street by Sting, the too much song by lemon demon and thats all for now
Movies/Shows
My favorite movies are Catch me if you Can, Carrie, pet Semetary, The Truman Show, The Omen, the Evangelion movie series, Watership Down, Frankenstein, Godzilla (Minus One and Son of Godzilla), Mr Fantastic Fox, Isle of Dogs, and The House. Ask me about any of these movies, i'd super love to talk about any of them, since i have a lot of feelings on most of these. most of them are my comfort movies that i go to watch.
My favorite shows are Salad Fingers, Death Note, Kevin Spencer, Smiling Friends, and Rupaul's Drag Race, and My little pony . just like my favorite movies, these are my comfort shows i go to watch when i'm very sad or just wanna feel cozier. i used to be obsessed with FLCL and Evangelion, and while i admittedly dont care for them as much as i used to, they influenced me in a lot of ways during my childhood, through my artstyle and music taste.
Blog
01.05.26 BDAYYYY!!!!!! sweet 16...
Today was my birthday. it was a really nice day, honestly. yesterday, since my mom would've been working along with the rest of my family on my actual birthday, we decided to celebrate a day earlier. My mom and sister spoiled me rotten :) i got two tops and a pair of jeans, all of which i love. i got quite overwhelmed at the mall, with all the horribly loud music and the lighting, it just bugged me out. i got really close to not talking because i kind of just needed a minute, but my mom was patient with me and it made me calm down. then after we went to an outback steakhouse, i got french onion soup (so so yummy, the onions where nice and sweet) as an apetizer, then i got steak and lobster with brocolli and mash after. then we all had desert; i got a brownie with a scoop of icecream on it. sooo yummy. then today, i got to stay home since my mom said i dont have to go to school if i dont wanna.. and who wants to go to school on their birthday???? so, i stayed home. i tried to sleep in but my dad knocked super loud because i wasnt picking up any calls and it scared me awake lol basically i had to go to the doctor, so i did.. and i kinda sat the whole day at the doctors office, it was so busy in there. since the wait was so long my mom took me to get lunch with my dad. i got a californa roll at teryaki 1. yuck. no. absolutely NOT it was horrible. there was a random fish bone?? in my roll?? mind you not even a crab bone???? anyway, it made me so nauseous... but it was fine, i went back to the office and along the way saw a guy playing the flute. hell yeah and then anyway i got checked up, was probably the worst part of my day to hear i gained 16 pounds in a few months, thats honestly just ridiculous. but i always fluctuate in weight and constantly go u and down, im just hoping it naturally goes back down soon as always. stupid fucking doctor ordered me an HIV and clymidia test if thats how you even spell it, because he didnt believe im not sexually active.... like ok what ? but i guess its understandable i figure teens may not always be honest when it comes to that and doctors issuing a test anyway regardless of their client's answer has probably saved thousands of lives. anyway, got home and got to call my sexy awesome cutesie handsome hunky boyfriend for a few hours, and my sister came home from work with this yummy fudge cake, it was good but wayyyyy too rich... and i didnt wanna comlain because i'm really grateful i got a cake at all but its tradition for me to get oreo icecream cake every year for my birthday and i think her and my mom mightve forgotten. still, im so grateful to have had a slice :) thats really my dayyyyyyyyeahhhhhh im typing this at 1 am so 1/6 has already technically started.... dreading school tomorrow ￣へ￣
01.06.26
Today was is my first day back to school in maybe a month? its been going pretty good, im in biomed right now, its 12:41 as i type. i really missed being around my schoolfriends, not being around them makes you think they might dislike you since you can't really percieve tone in the same way through text, but coming back, everything was just normal, laughing about silly shit and just rambling. i definitely missed school.. even if i dread class sometimes. will update later after school :p. editing at 4:52 pm, school was pretty great but i'm definitely gonna be a bit behind in work, from all the days i missed before christmas break.. i had the stupid flu (* ￣︿￣) i took this algebra 2 test that i was genuinely convinced i wouldn't have to take since the marking period is almost over and i missed so many days, lus i didnt even study... basically a month off of school and i didnt study once ....... ╮（╯＿╰）╭ we had this lady in health last period who was warning us about breast cancer and telling us how to like detect it so they bought out these fake breasts with little lumps in them we had to feel for but i honestly got lost in the sauce and was just squishing it the whole period i lowkey wanted to steal it but im an angel and i dont steal anymore \(^人^)/ anyway in algebra a friend reminded me we agreed to hang out after school so after school we went away from school to feed my favorite pigeons nearby but we finished feeding them pretty quick and had nothing else to do so we just took the bus and train to my home and got some boba at a cafe and he got me my fav nesquick (strawberry) too as a VERY late birthday gift. <( ˘︹˘ )> all jokes lol i had lots of fun though i havent hung out with anyone in years and it was just really fun and enjoyable. pretty great day though :3 ive been having the time of my life lately, i just feel generally happy but im expecting a massive mood crash soon that usually comes after i feel this way because its so hard to maintain a regular mood for absolutely no reason. still excited for whatever the day brings tomorrow...... even the physics test i've really gotta study for right now lol ...(*￣０￣)ノ
01.07.26
it's 12:37 AM as i type this.... im doing stupid spanish homework god i genuinely cannot stand spanish as a class... then ive gotta study hard for physics give me a break bbruhhh (￣﹏￣;) im really hoping that test wont be too hard physics is seriously NOT my strongsuit ahahahaahhaa idk ill figure it out like always >:) i always fail classes so hard when i get a sligthly higher fail than usual it brings me to a pass anyway ill be fine LOL editing at 12:40, im in biomed again.... im so tiiiiiirrrredddd.... i slept in ELA but i was supposed to be finding sources for this paper i need to write but i fell asleep so obviously i couldn't do that.. but ill do it for homework. while im on the note of homework i have spanish homework, editing at 4:59 now... i was on the topic of homework- i have Biomed homework algebra homework and english homework..... yay... also have to finish that stupid research paper つ-﹏-⊂ whatever ill manage lol anyway school was not great.. i was soo drowsy all day which is so weird because i got more sleep than usual last night, but i feel like i was productive today (besides falling asleep for the entirety of ela lol) because i was really trying my best with the work i was doing. even though i felt productive and was doing my genuine best, i am as behind in work as i expected to be coming back from this break. i'm so bad at keeping up with work and assignments... but i'm pretty confident ill be able to bring myself back out of this funk and be able to get my grades up and all im a strong believer the biggest catalyst of failure is not believing in succeeding so i cant let it get to me :3 anyway after biomed i went to algebra and did the best i could with my work which im pretty proud because i got maybe 7 questions done? and im pretty confidenti got them right but i'm still scared for my final.. i had some yummy apples in the same class because they where just sitting around on the teacher's desk to take. anyway i went to health which was my last period... it was pretty relaxed, we talked about gender and sexual identity and stuff, kind of boring.. but after school me and a friend met up at a bus stop and we had a chat and a half and we had lots of fun just walking around and chatting :3 hi if you're reading this youre cool but we had foods and boba i really liked just sitting in the cafe it was really nice and atmospheric. i havent had fun with a friend since middle school, its really nice to just hang out with people, the idea never used to appeal to me but to me but to be fair i never actually ever had too many friends to gage if i liked hanging out or not. anyway.. decent day, pretty fun :P
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My Interests:
My feelings
I'll be updating this maybe everyday or every other day, but heres how i feel. I feel like music is such an incredibly beautiful thing that makes us distinctly human in a way; a lot of other species have mechanisms inside of them inherently made for the function of music, but we had to make instruments and all this because we just wanted to produce the sound we wanted to hear so badly and make it real. its part of the reason why i love music so much, besides the fact i genuinely fundementally cant live without it, or i genuinely get really depressive.
General
I love being surrounded by nature, and i love being outside. My favorite thing in the world to do, besides draw, is probably listening to music while being outside in nature. I also love making music, even if im not great at it, and i really enjoy learning how to be better as a musician. i play the ocarina, kalimba, electric guitar, and keyboard, but as my main instrument (and instrument i've been playing longestg, i play the cello. i enjoy going to senior homes to perform for them; i really enjoy doing things to try and uplift others. It might sound corny, but it really costs nothing to be kind. i also am deeply enthused by birds, so ornithology, and i have a special interest in bird wings and how they function. i also have a special interest in researching all musicians/bands i really love, and i really love finding new music, especially in the goth scene. On a similar tangent, i enjoy doing trad goth makeup and dressing up to match, as i feel beautiful and truly myself when i'm all dressed up. i just wish i had anywhere to wear it...
Music
I LOVE music. my favorite bands and musicians are Type O Negative (obviously,) Enigma, Smashing pumpkins, pantera, pierce the Veil, Modest Mouse, Toy-Box, KMFDM, Sting, Insane Clown posse, Neutral Milk Hotel, Alex G, Bluescreen, caelum bliss, Linkin park, Green Day, 100 Gecs, Gorillaz, The Fray, Sweet Trip, Boa, Lady Gaga, Mindless Self Indulgence, Weezer, Machine girl, Ween, the RAH Band, Beck, Abandoned pools, and thats all i can recall for now. My fav songs right now: Work by Forth Wanderers, Glamazon from Rupaul's Drag Race, September Sun by Type O Negative, You Are My Baby by Kimya Dawson, Nitemare Hippy Girl by Beck, Flourescein and Clone High (theme) by Abandonded pools, Caraphenilia by pierce the Veil, Mad about you and Moon Over Bourbon Street by Sting, the too much song by lemon demon and thats all for now
Movies/Shows
My favorite movies are Catch me if you Can, Carrie, pet Semetary, The Truman Show, The Omen, the Evangelion movie series, Watership Down, Frankenstein, Godzilla (Minus One and Son of Godzilla), Mr Fantastic Fox, Isle of Dogs, and The House. Ask me about any of these movies, i'd super love to talk about any of them, since i have a lot of feelings on most of these. most of them are my comfort movies that i go to watch.
My favorite shows are Salad Fingers, Death Note, Kevin Spencer, Smiling Friends, and Rupaul's Drag Race, and My little pony . just like my favorite movies, these are my comfort shows i go to watch when i'm very sad or just wanna feel cozier. i used to be obsessed with FLCL and Evangelion, and while i admittedly dont care for them as much as i used to, they influenced me in a lot of ways during my childhood, through my artstyle and music taste.
I'll be updating this maybe everyday or every other day, but heres how i feel. I feel like music is such an incredibly beautiful thing that makes us distinctly human in a way; a lot of other species have mechanisms inside of them inherently made for the function of music, but we had to make instruments and all this because we just wanted to produce the sound we wanted to hear so badly and make it real. its part of the reason why i love music so much, besides the fact i genuinely fundementally cant live without it, or i genuinely get really depressive.
General
I love being surrounded by nature, and i love being outside. My favorite thing in the world to do, besides draw, is probably listening to music while being outside in nature. I also love making music, even if im not great at it, and i really enjoy learning how to be better as a musician. i play the ocarina, kalimba, electric guitar, and keyboard, but as my main instrument (and instrument i've been playing longestg, i play the cello. i enjoy going to senior homes to perform for them; i really enjoy doing things to try and uplift others. It might sound corny, but it really costs nothing to be kind. i also am deeply enthused by birds, so ornithology, and i have a special interest in bird wings and how they function. i also have a special interest in researching all musicians/bands i really love, and i really love finding new music, especially in the goth scene. On a similar tangent, i enjoy doing trad goth makeup and dressing up to match, as i feel beautiful and truly myself when i'm all dressed up. i just wish i had anywhere to wear it...
Music
I LOVE music. my favorite bands and musicians are Type O Negative (obviously,) Enigma, Smashing pumpkins, pantera, pierce the Veil, Modest Mouse, Toy-Box, KMFDM, Sting, Insane Clown posse, Neutral Milk Hotel, Alex G, Bluescreen, caelum bliss, Linkin park, Green Day, 100 Gecs, Gorillaz, The Fray, Sweet Trip, Boa, Lady Gaga, Mindless Self Indulgence, Weezer, Machine girl, Ween, the RAH Band, Beck, Abandoned pools, and thats all i can recall for now. My fav songs right now: Work by Forth Wanderers, Glamazon from Rupaul's Drag Race, September Sun by Type O Negative, You Are My Baby by Kimya Dawson, Nitemare Hippy Girl by Beck, Flourescein and Clone High (theme) by Abandonded pools, Caraphenilia by pierce the Veil, Mad about you and Moon Over Bourbon Street by Sting, the too much song by lemon demon and thats all for now
Movies/Shows
My favorite movies are Catch me if you Can, Carrie, pet Semetary, The Truman Show, The Omen, the Evangelion movie series, Watership Down, Frankenstein, Godzilla (Minus One and Son of Godzilla), Mr Fantastic Fox, Isle of Dogs, and The House. Ask me about any of these movies, i'd super love to talk about any of them, since i have a lot of feelings on most of these. most of them are my comfort movies that i go to watch.
My favorite shows are Salad Fingers, Death Note, Kevin Spencer, Smiling Friends, and Rupaul's Drag Race, and My little pony . just like my favorite movies, these are my comfort shows i go to watch when i'm very sad or just wanna feel cozier. i used to be obsessed with FLCL and Evangelion, and while i admittedly dont care for them as much as i used to, they influenced me in a lot of ways during my childhood, through my artstyle and music taste.
I love being surrounded by nature, and i love being outside. My favorite thing in the world to do, besides draw, is probably listening to music while being outside in nature. I also love making music, even if im not great at it, and i really enjoy learning how to be better as a musician. i play the ocarina, kalimba, electric guitar, and keyboard, but as my main instrument (and instrument i've been playing longestg, i play the cello. i enjoy going to senior homes to perform for them; i really enjoy doing things to try and uplift others. It might sound corny, but it really costs nothing to be kind. i also am deeply enthused by birds, so ornithology, and i have a special interest in bird wings and how they function. i also have a special interest in researching all musicians/bands i really love, and i really love finding new music, especially in the goth scene. On a similar tangent, i enjoy doing trad goth makeup and dressing up to match, as i feel beautiful and truly myself when i'm all dressed up. i just wish i had anywhere to wear it...
Music
I LOVE music. my favorite bands and musicians are Type O Negative (obviously,) Enigma, Smashing pumpkins, pantera, pierce the Veil, Modest Mouse, Toy-Box, KMFDM, Sting, Insane Clown posse, Neutral Milk Hotel, Alex G, Bluescreen, caelum bliss, Linkin park, Green Day, 100 Gecs, Gorillaz, The Fray, Sweet Trip, Boa, Lady Gaga, Mindless Self Indulgence, Weezer, Machine girl, Ween, the RAH Band, Beck, Abandoned pools, and thats all i can recall for now. My fav songs right now: Work by Forth Wanderers, Glamazon from Rupaul's Drag Race, September Sun by Type O Negative, You Are My Baby by Kimya Dawson, Nitemare Hippy Girl by Beck, Flourescein and Clone High (theme) by Abandonded pools, Caraphenilia by pierce the Veil, Mad about you and Moon Over Bourbon Street by Sting, the too much song by lemon demon and thats all for now
Movies/Shows
My favorite movies are Catch me if you Can, Carrie, pet Semetary, The Truman Show, The Omen, the Evangelion movie series, Watership Down, Frankenstein, Godzilla (Minus One and Son of Godzilla), Mr Fantastic Fox, Isle of Dogs, and The House. Ask me about any of these movies, i'd super love to talk about any of them, since i have a lot of feelings on most of these. most of them are my comfort movies that i go to watch.
My favorite shows are Salad Fingers, Death Note, Kevin Spencer, Smiling Friends, and Rupaul's Drag Race, and My little pony . just like my favorite movies, these are my comfort shows i go to watch when i'm very sad or just wanna feel cozier. i used to be obsessed with FLCL and Evangelion, and while i admittedly dont care for them as much as i used to, they influenced me in a lot of ways during my childhood, through my artstyle and music taste.
I LOVE music. my favorite bands and musicians are Type O Negative (obviously,) Enigma, Smashing pumpkins, pantera, pierce the Veil, Modest Mouse, Toy-Box, KMFDM, Sting, Insane Clown posse, Neutral Milk Hotel, Alex G, Bluescreen, caelum bliss, Linkin park, Green Day, 100 Gecs, Gorillaz, The Fray, Sweet Trip, Boa, Lady Gaga, Mindless Self Indulgence, Weezer, Machine girl, Ween, the RAH Band, Beck, Abandoned pools, and thats all i can recall for now. My fav songs right now: Work by Forth Wanderers, Glamazon from Rupaul's Drag Race, September Sun by Type O Negative, You Are My Baby by Kimya Dawson, Nitemare Hippy Girl by Beck, Flourescein and Clone High (theme) by Abandonded pools, Caraphenilia by pierce the Veil, Mad about you and Moon Over Bourbon Street by Sting, the too much song by lemon demon and thats all for now
Movies/Shows
My favorite movies are Catch me if you Can, Carrie, pet Semetary, The Truman Show, The Omen, the Evangelion movie series, Watership Down, Frankenstein, Godzilla (Minus One and Son of Godzilla), Mr Fantastic Fox, Isle of Dogs, and The House. Ask me about any of these movies, i'd super love to talk about any of them, since i have a lot of feelings on most of these. most of them are my comfort movies that i go to watch.
My favorite shows are Salad Fingers, Death Note, Kevin Spencer, Smiling Friends, and Rupaul's Drag Race, and My little pony . just like my favorite movies, these are my comfort shows i go to watch when i'm very sad or just wanna feel cozier. i used to be obsessed with FLCL and Evangelion, and while i admittedly dont care for them as much as i used to, they influenced me in a lot of ways during my childhood, through my artstyle and music taste.
My favorite movies are Catch me if you Can, Carrie, pet Semetary, The Truman Show, The Omen, the Evangelion movie series, Watership Down, Frankenstein, Godzilla (Minus One and Son of Godzilla), Mr Fantastic Fox, Isle of Dogs, and The House. Ask me about any of these movies, i'd super love to talk about any of them, since i have a lot of feelings on most of these. most of them are my comfort movies that i go to watch.
My favorite shows are Salad Fingers, Death Note, Kevin Spencer, Smiling Friends, and Rupaul's Drag Race, and My little pony . just like my favorite movies, these are my comfort shows i go to watch when i'm very sad or just wanna feel cozier. i used to be obsessed with FLCL and Evangelion, and while i admittedly dont care for them as much as i used to, they influenced me in a lot of ways during my childhood, through my artstyle and music taste.